Gods plan

I been feeling pretty sick, weak, and exhausted. My oxygen has been low. We are doing our best to help my body stay stable, but we don’t have a lot of control. I have to put my faith and trust in God. Nothing is impossible with God. image Proverbs 20:24  A person’s steps are directed by the LORD. How then can anyone understand their own way?

Jeremiah 10:23 LORD, I know that people’s lives are not their own; it is not for them to direct their steps.


Won’t give up



This describes so much! ❤️💙💜



Searching for Meaning

To live is to suffer, to survive is to find some meaning in the suffering. – Friedrich Nietzsche

Lately I have been feeling terrible. Everytime I eat or take my supplements my body it creates toxins in my body. So we have been trying to get rid of the toxins, and keep my brain stable, but I don’t know what else to do about it. Since my body is having a hard time processing nutrients which has made my brain be very deficient.  I have also have been having problems with my Arteries and my aterial wall, which just puts a lot more stress on my body. The reality of my illness is hard to deal with sometimes, and can be very overwelming.

To try and make the best out of a bad situation or try to be Postive is sometimes the only thing you can do. Worrying about every little problem is not going to help me feel better, so I just want to try my best and hope for the best. My illness has made me mentally stronger even though I have become physically weaker.


diligence : careful and persistent work or effort.

This week I been really exhausted and we have been working hard to try and keep my body stable. My body has been having a hard time processing my nutrition lately, which causes my brain to be very deficient. With each appointment my body has become a little more stable, and I am feeling a little better. It takes a lot of hard work just to survive. I hope that one day my hard work will pay off and help me live a healthier life!

Romans 12:12 Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.

Psalms 27:14 Wait for the LORD; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the LORD!


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Mark 9 23 Jesus said to him, “If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes.”

Mark 10 27 But Jesus looked at them and said, “With men it is impossible, but not with God; for with God all things are possible.”

Luke 18 27 But He said, “The things which are impossible with men are possible with God.

Beloved, everyone who came to Jesus sick left completely healed. Our Lord Jesus is the same yesterday, today and forever. Come receive your miracle!


1) FIGHT ALL THEIR BATTLES – Deuteronomy 20:4 for the LORD your God is He who goes with you, to fight for you against your enemies, to save you.’

2) BE AN ENEMY TO THEIR ENEMIES  – Exodus 23:22 But if you…

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Sick and Tired


Everyday I struggle with daily tasks. My body is internally weak and structurally unstable. Having to have daily treatments has become exhausting and frustrating. I am tired of having to go to the doctor all the time. I am tired of being sick. Most of my symptoms are very debilitating and hard to manage.

Every time I eat my brain feels extremely heavy, chemically unbalanced, and exhausted. This makes it extremely difficult to sit up, walk around, and sometimes its even hard to have a conversation. I have to lie down immediately after eating. When I get this feeling as soon as I eat breakfast and I usually have this feeling throughout the day, which makes it really difficult to function. We haven’t figured out why my body has been doing this. The only thing that doesn’t effect my brain negatively is water.

I have a lot of chemical imbalances within my body. I have chronically low levels of blood sugar, oxygen, minerals, and a few neurotransmitters. I also have quite a few issues with my liver. I have a hard time processing lipids, proteins, and fats. These are only a few issues that I deal with everyday. These problems are hard enough to deal with on there own, and with my structure being extremely unstable it has become very hard to manage my illness. It is even hard for to go 24 hours without an adjustment/treatment.

Trying to control all my symptoms is very overwhelming. I don’t know how to figure out a solution. I just have to take it day by day for now, and I hope we will find a better way to take care of my illness soon.