Not as bad!

The past few days I have had a few small improvements. My oxygen and sugar levels have been more stable. I am not feeling well, but for the time being my body seems to be out of crisis. My brain fog is a little better sometimes. Pretty much everything else is same. I am still sticking with my new Plan.

I still have so many problems, and symptoms that we have to figure out how to take of. I guess I will just take everything day by day and hope for the best.

Philippians 4:6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.

1 Thessalonians 5:18 Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.

Courage and Strength

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Loch Lomond Sky Loch Lomond, Photo by Gerry Mitchell

The Truth of Your Heart

Expect the unexpected in life, it can shoot you down and leave you in the gutter of despair. I want to tell you something, because I’ve been there and there is always hope, there is always faith and I want you to believe that if you’re feeling like that right now, hold onto the truth of your heart.  Work on improving the most important relationship in your life first and that is the relationship with yourself – be your own best friend.  I like to pray when I’m feeling like this, so I made up this prayer to share with you in the hope that it may help you during tough times.  Prayer truly works for me, I believe and know this and I hope that it works for you too.  Lots of love to you today and…

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Update : Another battle!

I know I haven’t updated much lately. I have been feeling pretty awful the past few weeks. I have had this post in my drafts for two weeks, and even writing has been hard for me. Sorry if this post has a lot of errors!

These past few weeks I have been starting to feel even worse than usual. I have been feeling weaker, extremely exhausted, every little thing is harder than usual. I having been having to sleep more during the day. My brain has been feeling more exhausted and heavy than usual. I have been having a hard time thinking, reading, writing, and even having a conversation sometimes. I have lost some weight, and overall my body has been very unstable. I have also noticed that when I sit in the outside in the sun, even for just a few minutes my oxygen drops really low.


I got my results of my neurotransmitter test back, and there worse than they have ever been. None of them were in normal range, and they were all severe. I am barely making any epinephrine. Most of them changed drastically from the last time I tested them back in February. So many of my metabolic pathways are not working. My body is having an extremely difficult time processing just about everything. Lately my oxygen and sugar have been very unstable even when I am just sitting or laying down.

Something has to change soon. Lately my doctors have come with a plan to try to force and drive nutrition to help my oxygen, sugar, and for my DNA. In the past we haven’t been able to push my body because it has made me feel worse, but I have no choice now. I have to try something to open up pathways, to live. To have a better quality of life.

I am ready to live Not just survive.

I am very grateful I have doctors who take so much time to help me.

I would appreciate all your continued support and prayers. I have still have a tough road ahead.

Luke 1:37 – For with God nothing shall be impossible.

Philippians 4:13 – I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.

Update prayers needed!

I am struggling a lot right now. I have been feeling horrible. My oxygen has been running really low. My body is very unstable. I got some more test results back and my neurotransmitters were severely low. I will try to update more later. I would greatly appreciate it if you kept me in your prayers! 

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5 Facts about me:

  1. I love zentangle art. image
  2. I love neon colors.
  3. I have been out of the US once, to Cancun, Mexico.
  4. I have been to Honolulu, Hawaii.
  5. My current favorite tv comedy is The Mindy Project.

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