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Chronic illness problems

Life with a Chronic illness

pain + exhaustion =

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and also….

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and after a while…

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Unclear

Sometimes when I look back on the last few years, it all kind of seems like a blur. Being in constant pain and feeling exhausted all the time the days just seem to blend together. Weeks turned into months, and somehow years went by.

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Looking back Its sort of feels like as if I was awake, but not truly aware of what was going on around me. I could see, but I didn’t know what I looking at. Life is passing by, but I am unable to keep up. Wanting to move, but unable to go anywhere. Searching for answers, only to find for more questions. Living in a fog, with the view ahead unclear.

While the view ahead is still unclear, the fog is slowly starting to clear.

“The only time you should look back, is to see how far you’ve come.” – unknown

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Me when I think about my illness:

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Trying to hide from my problems like:

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When I explain the craziness my illness brings to my life:

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When I have a low pain day:

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On a really bad pain day:

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Some more quotes

“Do not let what you cannot do interfere with what you can do.” – John Wooden

“One of the most courageous things you can do is identify yourself, know who you are, what you believe in and where you want to go.” – Sheila Murray Bethel

“When you get to your wits end, you will find, God lives there. ~Author Unknown”

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Hope is important

Hope is important because it can make the present moment less difficult to bear. If we believe that tomorrow will be better, we can bear a hardship today. – Thich Nhat Hanh

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Who I am

For the past few years my illness has taken over my whole life. I couldn’t escape the pain, and the exhaustion. I couldn’t think about anything but the pain or how to get rid of it. It wasn’t always this way. I tried living my life as normal as possible for a couple years, but as my illness became worse it gradually took over everything. Somewhere along the way I got lost in my illness.

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I guess I didn’t really know who I was before I got sick. I was twelve when I first got sick, so who really are you when your only twelve years old? Being sick changed me. I mean, how could it not? I don’t know who I would be if I wouldn’t have gotten sick.

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My illness is not me, and its not who I will become. I am ready to figure out who I am aside from my illness.

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Things change

Living with a chronic illness has made everything in my life hard. It has not been easy. Watching life just pass by. Alive, but not living.

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I am finally at a place I can start to move forward. I am ready for this change, to move forward. Wherever it takes me.

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My mission in life is not merely to survive, but to thrive; and to do so with some passion, some compassion, some humor, and some style. – Maya Angelou