This perfectly describes what I was feeling for so long. The pain always there, everything seemed to make it worse. Everything was a hard. Living in survival mode, only able to think about the step right in front of me. Moment to moment. Changing my whole life to accommodate for the pain and exhaustion. Living in that place for over three years with no escape, it feels like a miracle not to be in that in that same place anymore. I still battle with my illness, but the fight is different. I finally feel free.
You say: “I can’t figure things out”
God says: I will direct your steps
You say: ” I can’t do it”
God says: You can do all things
You say: ” I can’t manage”
God says: I will supply all your needs