“Do not confuse my bad days as a sign of weakness. Those are actually the days I’m fighting my hardest.” – Unknown


Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time. – Thomas A. Edison

I don’t want look back on anything in life, and think that I could have tried harder. I want to know I did everything I could at time with what I was given.



The past week I been feeling awful, my body has been very unstable. I have been dealing with multiple problems, on top of my regular symptoms. I have been having a lot of inflammation in my arteries, and a lot toxins in my heart, lungs, stomach, and brain. Since my body has a hard time detoxing it takes multiple treatments and therapies to get rid of some of the toxins. Sometimes I have had to have two appointments a day, and today I finally feel a little bit more stable. I hope this week I will start to feel a little better, and I won’t have to have as many doctor appointments.

Galatians 6:9 And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up.

Hebrews 10:36
For you have need of endurance, so that when you have done the will of God, you may receive what was promised.

Uplifting spirit

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Today I am feeling incredibly low and it’s as if I’m sitting in a dark, deep hole wondering how I got there.

I see that transit Chiron sitting on my Sun and opposing my Moon might be the sign-post with big red flashing lights that this was going to be a week of exposed wounds and physical health issues and the crystal healing of the weekend was direct preparation for this…smokey quartz, tourmaline, yep the signs were there.

So today I am going to share something that gives me hope, touches me at my core and inspires my own blog. A blog by a young Christian girl called Heidi.

Heidi has a devastating chronic illness where her life is pain and tiredness and endless tests.  Yet every post she makes she shares her hope.  EVERY time, no matter how hard her day has been, no matter how difficult the…

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Chronically Normal


Since I have been sick my health has been consistently gone down hill. I have never had high points.  I am sick everyday, it is hard for me to get around most of the time it has become ‘normal’ for me to have to live this way. My disease has been gradually getting worse, but it also feels like it has gone down really fast. I have to try to deal with my symptoms everyday or they start to get worse really fast, and it causes more problems. Then I wake up the next day and I have to do everything all over again.

I feel like I am unable to get away from my illness. I am dealing with one problem after another, and they never seem to get better.  With every infection or swelling episodes my everyday ‘normal’ becomes worse, and my body never fully recovers. If I can go a couple weeks or a month without having a horrible episode that feels like a relief. I never know really know what to do. I am hoping in a few weeks I will get a few tests sent in and hope we will be able to have a few more answers.